Memories

Its been a while, that we have talked,
Gazing at the moon, remembering how we talked.
I feel the winds, flowin by mah face,
Commin as memories that we share.

Trickling down by mah face,
Comes a little tear drop.
I asked it why you came along?
The simple answer that I heard.. was just an amalgamation
Of my thoughts and the memories we shared.

Thinkin about you, a plathora of emotions come by me,
Just like this passing wind.
You nd me, and, me nd you,
Together make ds beautiful bond.
Holding our hands together,
We see the sun moving dawn

And now, that you have gone,
There is ds emptiness all around.
Wherever I see movin my head,
All I see nd feel is ur presence.

I wish I could,
Just by chance.
Move my hand and touch ur face,
This feeling of this emptiness,
Is not the one I want to have by any chance.

I wonder,
If the old times could have comeback.
I would,
Ponder those memories of our togetherness.
I would,
Embrace those feeling,
that I have felt just cz of our togetherness.

And now that you have gone.
All I feel is this emptiness.
Emptiness Emptiness Emptiness...

Heartbreaks: A new start or crying land

Every teenager even myself has been through heartbreaks. some I've came across with cried for it for days and months, some broke their trust on love and well, there have been many who just instantly fallen in love with the other. Specially in my college and high school days, when i heard that a friend of mine broke up with his or her gf/bf, the most amusing thing i came across with was boys instantly got over the girl and was looking out for new birds around. well, as for girls, there were two kinds, 1) crying babies 2) the move on babes. If i talk about myself.. then i was scrutinized in both the categories.

Breakups has been a part of the maturation process that we have to pass by if we believe in the power of love. i myself is a big time love loll-er (crazy and mad about the thoughts of being in love). When the first time i 

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WHEN OUR PATHS CROSSED

Do you guys believe in love at first sight? Well, I guess many of you do, and many more will not.

Love is in itself a very strong emotion, which can change your life in the truest sense. Well frankly speaking I somehow believe in love at first sight, but also at the same time I would say that in this situation love word won't suit. Rather it is more of a connect a person feels just in few seconds of seeing or meeting a person.

In my belief love is more of a connect which we feel. Well , we meet so many people in our day to day lives. But the question I ask, is do we fell in love with everyone of them. I think no.

I tell you my story.. though is an old story but it has somehow relevance with this post.

It was summer afternoon, I was waiting for my bus to board-in, in order to reach my home. While, waiting instead of looking at everyone's faces, I thought to utilise the leasure time in playing game. All of a sudden, my phone rang, I picked up my call; and here it was the start of this story. While picking up the call, my eyes just got a glimpse of his face. But I was busy enough, and didn't bother to have another look of him.

The moment I ended up my call, my bus arrived and I boarded in. Just the moment, I was going to take a ticket for myself, I bumped into him. He was looking at me, and me who doesn't believed that a guy like him would ever look at me, just snapped and tried to get the ticket.

But things were meant to take a different route for me, he came to me, and said; " shall I buy you ticket? " Looking at the crowd, I agrred. He bought me the ticket. And the whole conversation started.

Both of us, him and I, were extremely different personalities, still even though, we didn't even knew eachother a connect was felt by both of us. And in no time, we were toking to eachother as if we knew eachother for sooo longggg....

He was accompanied by his friend, with whom I shared name. But instead of toking to her, he was constantly talking to me. And when I got seat, he stood right next to me. The funniest moment was when he got a seat, he turned around his face just to talk to me, which caused him a neck pain.

Can you believe that, we didn't knew eachother, butwe shared our fb profiles with eachother. And to add upon, we chatted early morning on facebook, just to go together to college.

Well, it wasn't love at first sight; but definitely a very strong connect that bought two totally strangers together.

I gave this connect a chance.. may be even you guys might have felt such connect with someone at some point of time..
And as I say,

Life to live, and not to sit and regret...

The many ambitions just like dreams...

Everyone has a dream to follow in life. We often start thinking of what we'll become when we'll grow up. What was your ambition in life? What are you doing right now, is it the same you decided on when you were a kid?

I'll tell you my story...

When I was a kid, I always wanted to be a doctor just like other kids. When I grew a little older, I wanted to become anything but not a teacher. After that I thought to become a fashion designer, as I was creative as people said and loved to design clothes. Later on my English lead me to go for journalism. Also, as an option, I decided to be a lawyer because of my argumentative skills. But I tell you, this didn't stopped here. I'm still looking out... also becoming an author eas also in my list..

So, all I wanted to say through this post is that ambitions are just like dreams, it changes just like time. But after a certain time, we tend to realise what actually we want to achieve or become in our life.

Dreams changes every night, but our heart knows what we actually dream (want) in our life.
The many dreams of future are just a way of making us determined towards what we want to achieve. 

It makes us focus towards life and what's wrong in having different dreams atleast you have variety in them... just try option in dreams and then selecting the best outcome. How will that be like???

Keep one thing in mind at the end of the day be focussed on what you do, as it directs you towards your success.

As I say , life is to live and not to sit and regret.....

Trust: measurable or just a simple belief

Have you ever trusted somebody? Of course yes. If not many then atleast some eg. Parents. Trust is the foundation for any relation. If you can't trust somebody than how can you be with them.

People say you can't trust everybody. You know who can betray you.. okhh got it. But how can I know whom to trust and whom not. Is it written on sombody's face that he or she is trustworthy? Or are there any signs or some kind of characteristics that defines trust. If there are some of these then how can we trust that they are right or wrong?

Now after so much of confusion on to trust or not, I've have a different t ake.on this, " To trust someone we need to spend time with them. And when we spend time we automatically tend to develop 1st block of trust. By this I can conclude that if you want to trust somebody you don't need reasons for that it just happens. You can't measure it . Its just that inner feeling what we say gut feeling that tells us to trust."

There are many so called super intelligent or who knows everything kind of people, haven't they been betrayed in life? Its never that you know everything, you get to know by age , experiences, etc. By everything we experience may it be good or bad, we learn from it and becomes wiser. Everyone can shower you with their so-called knowledge, but its ultimately you who will be living this decision. 

Also what I personally feel is that trust is something you always need to have or else nothing strong can be built. But don't trust someone blindly is the word. Still I feel if you give your 100% trust even if you get betrayed it would be the otherone who will be guilty of betrayal.

So its your call, don't go by others words, its your life, live it the way you want it to be. No one can teach you to trust, it's all in you, your heart...

Life is to live and not to sit and regret...

music after_effects

Music is my all time medicine for just any problem. I'm sure most of you or I say maximum of you has used music as your medicine too. May it be boredom of  long monotonous journey or stress releiving agent, your party friend to breakup consultant; or your crush's facination story, everybody has used music to share it.
The calmness of mind it gives is uncomparable. Music acts as your personal therapy.  When sad or happy, the peppiest music in your playlist can make your day. 
For every special occasion, there's one music that suits your need. Music accompanied by dance can be a total stress buster.
Everyone of you, remember your 1st crush at school, I'm sure you must had a song for it which now when you'll remember now will make you laugh to the heights. Now rememember how your daily journey from home to college or office to home be like if your phone's handy playlist wasn't there to accompany you? Or those long sleepless nights where music was the only the only one to hear your heart.
Even your loneliness can become a spontanious party like if you make music your friend of all times. Who says its only the living you need to share your thoughts. Grab your mp3 or iPod or regular cell phones and swim in the melodies of music, you can even pick up your pen and paper and simply write what you feel, you never know you can bring out your hidden talent of your's and be the next Enrique or one of your choice.
Baby I'm addicted and all I really know that your the drug that keeps me from dying....
And as I say, life is to live and..... rest you know, I don't want to repeat it again and again..

Please don't stop the music..... lalalaaalalaaaa....

The curious-cautious ride..

'College life' this particular term makes everyone fall in the traps of thought. Those who had lived it, has their own stupid, funny,  adventurous stories to tell. On the other hand those who are still in their schools have it as their dream, freedom from uniforms, no rules to be followed, no need to get up early in the morning, and specially bunks..
Well I belong to a middle category, i.e those who are living it. When I was in my school I used to fantasise how would it actually be like in college. Specially no uniforms!  I had always been a late comer in school so, no need to follow the time rules made me more facinated towards college.
The first day I went to the college, there was a wave of mix feelings inside me 'one of scared to go to a new environment  and interestingly curious of the same thing'. It was just like 1st day at school where at the start you you cry because you don't want to go and at the end its you only who doesn't want to leave those new friends.
Since, I'm in my second year of college;  I have experienced both the first and a little of the second categories I mentiomed above. I have my bag of silly-stupid stories with me, where I have the craziest stuff thought I think they are not as adventurous as my school stuff.
I think I'll have my stories ready at the end of my journey of college to tell my nephews and  neices. From crazy acts to adventurous trips, from scoldings to bunks, from friends to  loss of trust, heartbreak, crushes, etc. Etc.
But one thing from my college days I've learnt is that despite of having fun with friends never forget your limits, make friends and have as fun as you can because it doesn't comes back, don't trust any of your friends blindly because it really hurts when they break trust, and most importantly, choose your peers wisely.
One more thing that I learned is that you get to know by your mistakes, and these mistakes are the ones which make you wiser at the emd of the day..
In the end as I say, life is to live and not to sit and regret. Enjoy each and every moment of your life as its your last. You never know wheather it will come back or not... :):D